Beautifully Bleeding Mascara

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 18:27:46 GMT

People.
If for whatever reason I'm still your friend on here, change it.
New lj = omgshuhnaynay

Sat, 28 May 2005 14:33:07 GMT

ATTENTION:
NEW LIVEJOURNAL:

_erinnduh

ADD IT.
=)

(Also, to the person who sent the letter, I know who you are.
You fucked up. You sent a page, that was friends filtered. And
in that friends filter, only about 7-10 people could see it.
And half of those people, are in trouble now.
*waves* I see you.)

This one will be deleted, probably the next time I get online.

Thu, 26 May 2005 04:38:46 GMT

So I broke the screen on my cell fone.

FUCK right?
Because dropping it in a cup full of vodka didn't do it, randomly it decides to happen.

SO! You can still call it, but if you don't leave a message, I won't know that you called.
And..

I gotta wait till next pay check to buy a new one. So =/..

God this sucks.

Wed, 25 May 2005 15:39:24 GMT

SO.MUCH.DRAMA.
Dear sir,
I had alot of fun being the one to tell YOUR friend about us.
And watching him freak out was great too.
And being called mrs. collins for a few hours was entertaining.
..not.
But finding out I was wrong about the whole deal, and being a bitch,
sucked more.
Sorry.
-Me
[I just wanna know I'm important enough to talk about.]
[causegodknowsitalkaboutyouallthetime]

Thu, 19 May 2005 16:49:14 GMT

So we went and saw starwars episode 3, on opening night. With the millions upon millions of nerds.

This is what I wore:

God, I had SOO much fun wearing that shit.
And on the back it said ".. so is LOTR.."
SOOO many people talked to me about my shirt.

Relationship status:... =)?

Tue, 17 May 2005 20:10:04 GMT

Boys.. *shakes head*.. soo silly.

But everyone got along lastnight, and it was good, and I barely sensed tension. That makes me happy. Who knows.. maybe this can work out.

Mon, 16 May 2005 16:29:07 GMT

New shirt:

And yeah, I'm wearing marks dog tag..

Wed, 04 May 2005 21:51:54 GMT

God. Carley and I are hott.

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 15:17:30 GMT

I was reading through my older entries, and came across this and it amused me:

"I am sooooo dirty, and so sweaty, and tired, and dehydrated. I seriously cannot drink enough of.. stuff. And if I was to lick my finger, then rub one spot on my skin for like, 10 seconds, when I was to move my finger, there would be a noticable clean streak.
I was up in gainsville all weekend. Its funny, I can never tell you how long it takes us to get up there, cause I NEVER have a watch. EVER. And I sleep half the time. And I absolutely love being away, cause I have no sense of time, no sense of direction. I feel almost free. And its a huge group of people, all of us completely dirty and dripping of sweat, and its comfy. Like no one cares if you smell or if your sweaty, so long as you have a beer, and a chair. "

That first bit just makes me very nostalgic. I miss spending time with savannah like that. And I miss the races. And I miss the "old days" even though it was about a year ago.

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 14:33:47 GMT

CODY IS A HIPPIE!

END OF HIPPIE CODY

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 07:13:01 GMT

Tomorrow I'm going to get an industrial done.

It'll probably hurt a good amount, but I'm excited.

Hopefully my mom won't ditch me on this one.. too bad shes gotta sign the ridiculous papers. Then later on I'm gonna get my navel + a surface peircing(maybe).. so we'll see how this plan goes.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 21:57:04 GMT

Diana offered, and I accepted:

http://www.likeathousandwords.com/erinn_gallery/

I has an online photo gallery now. =) Enjoy..

[btw: I'm too busy to work on it now. But I will]

Stolen from "untoward"

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 15:43:37 GMT

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/#111068064865929611

This website is amazing. Over 3000 visitors to a Washington DC arts festival picked up postcards inviting them to share a secret anonymously. Some of the artists are great.

They;'re kinda dark.. but then again, you are reading someons secrets, that they don't tell anyone.

Such as this: http://photos1.blogger.com/img/296/2612/400/c21.jpg

or

http://photos1.blogger.com/img/296/2612/400/IMG_2400.jpg

or

http://photos1.blogger.com/img/296/2612/400/ss.jpg

Beautiful.

The band I can't stop listening to.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 02:21:33 GMT

There's a pail by the bed if you need one (but you're doing just fine).
When in Rome we shall do as the Romans, when in Hell we do shots at the bar.
Last call, kill it.
We don't think in terms of the morning afters, and we don't utter a single word of the night befores.
In the meantime we're just thoughtless incessant buzzing apparatus.
Disillusioned and lonelier than the last man standing. It doesn't get any better than this so run like Hell.
This is a rock and roll takeover.
Living each day one night at a time.
There were mercy fucks, there was blood.
You should have been there by my side.
This is passion, this is red handed denial.
I have no lover and she hasn't the prettiest eyes. Last call, kill it.
<3
Heaven sent us a hero, but Hell tried to his resolve. And when you thought we were done for.
I pulled through. While you rested your eyes in the driver seat, I sat and watched you.
Always the first one on the scene. A pyromantic midsummer nights dream.
Trust me.
We'll wait for it, pray for it, step on the brakes till we're over it, under it, screaming like bombs for it.
Oh dear me, I've done it again.
Thank you lord:
for the loaded gun.
for the bad aim.
for I'm lonesome.
God is smiling down on us, he shines his grace on everyone.
The greatest lovers were murders first.

[

I'm still alive, and update regulary, but this is for you kids not on my friends list.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 06:54:07 GMT

St. Patricks Day - 2005

I didn't realize that one.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 06:27:31 GMT

[edit- 1-5-05]

I still hold to this thing being friends only. And now I have a purdy layout.

So go make an account.. you stupid lurker.

The last public entry... I have suspicious parents..

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 19:19:18 GMT

.Friends.Only.

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 13:37:41 GMT

Happy birthday to me.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 06:40:01 GMT

I hate it that I always have the tendency to see people, more innocent, then they really are. *shudders*

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 06:02:47 GMT

Maybe its just tonight.

But I feel worse then yesterday.

=/

[edit 1:24am]
All boys are stupid. Period.
And to weigh the other half, all girls are bitches. End.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 20:07:45 GMT

No Snow Show.
Tomorrow night.
<3 orock for the tickets.
But I only have 2 tickets. =(
So who wants to go?
2525746

[edit]
*Fone rings*
Cory: I don't know what show your going to, but I'll go.
Me: I'm not taking you to that show!
COry: What.. why?
Me: Its new found glory dude..
Cory: Oh.. I'll ttyl

Or something like that.
Damn.. hes such a whore.

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 05:42:17 GMT

My hair. Its bright. VERY bright.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 16:39:44 GMT

I'm extending an invitation for everyone.

Thanksgiving, if you have no place to go, your more then welcome to come to my house and hang out. I'll probably be cooking, so anywhere from noon - late call me, and you can eat yourself huge. Other then that, activites need to happen on thanksgiving night, because I have no school the next day.

End.

[oh yeah..2525746]

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 06:17:54 GMT

Like I said.
Theres a reason I don't post much about my beliefs.
[idiots]

On a side note: I have from now till december 15th to use the tanning booth as much as I want.

24 days.

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 03:38:23 GMT

Today was such a BS day.

No seriously. It was. I had plans, then I didn't. I had plans, then I didn't. And on it went. Good, bad, good, bad. And I got nothing accomplished at all. Eh, who really cares?

And I rememberd a lil story/quote a boy once told me:
"I was once asked by an old man why I do the things I do. I simply told him it was so I had some stories to tell by the bonfire. He told me that was a stupid reason. I said it all depends on how much time you spend around a bonfire."

I'll give you a dollar and 3 quarters if you can know who said that.

As for what I'm about to post. I fell in love with it.

I hate how the term intimacy is bent widely out of context nowadays look it up you'd be suprised...
I hate how value and morality is somewhat non-existant...
I hate the term "making love", only because in most cases when used,it needs to be rephrased "making a mockery of the confines of marriage"...
I hate how ignorant and inconsiderate many are by getting there jolly's at anothers expense...
I hate how many feel the need to have a physical fix to fill a void deriving from lonesome or insecurity at the snap of a finger,co-dependency...
I hate how infatuation is so easy to act on...
I hate the term no one man can begin a revolution/change (for the better)
I hate how empty words sound so appealing and said to sound like something other than lies with alterior motives...
I love how this may offend people upon reading...did a light bulb turn on only to be shut off by ignorance
change hurts and so does truth...
I am not all knowing nor consumed by myself...i will say what i feel and hold true and my best to act upon it...I hate how everyday i fail and am shortcoming...
I love how everyday brings a clean slate...
Stand by what you hold true and value uphold a sense of integrity...
This is not to impose my beliefs...
I love my lord and savior who died that a void can be filled and that we may have life eternal
We all hammered the nails, his blood is on all of our hands
Just becuase you dont believe in hell doesnt mean your not going there...
Along with the fact you may question the validness of what i believe...
Faith...

[Walter says I need a bf so I'll calm down, and not be so happy and energetic. I say its the exact opposite.]